my first time fantasy hopes and desires being a farm girl

hello all
i want to tell you my dream situation and dark fantasies that i want,
first i am a white bi trans mtf bottom who is bi for humans and is totally submissive pent up virgin to zoo
but i long for the day my life changes. and i really hope it will remain that way. i want to be kidnapped and be made to be fucked by large male animals videotaped